i dont know why i like to engage in htht but after the htht, i feel so yucky and sucky and lousy.
i dont know why i'm like this also but i dont like myself this way. its just so pathetic and disgusting. but anyhow, i really enjoy phonechats with swong. she really makes me feel so much better. thank you studie buddie ilu (: for now, i'm gonna spend most of my time playing virtua tennis on psp and maybe it'll make me feel better. life sucks but thank god for friends. yes, everyone of you (: ok i wanna wake up like super duper late tmr. gdnight!